all I want for Christmas …. is your soul
Page get Riley off the Internet or make money. My babygirl. Aww. Please make this her yearbook picture
Can't even explain
- How bad I'm hurting and I don't know why. I just want to roll up in a ball and cry my eyes out. Guess this is Christmas time for me as usually. 7 years and it doesn't get any easier. I miss you. So much. I'm sorry I don't celebrate anymore. I'd rather down a bottle of tequila and make Christmas day go away. 8 days left of this. 8 days till Christmas. 8 days till your birthday. 8 days till I have to stop at your grave. 8 days left of grieving. When does this process end! To make tonight better. I've gained weight. People are noticing. My clothes don't fit right. I feel ugly. I don't know what's cute anymore. My job fucking sucks and I have no money for my girlfriends Christmas or birthday. I can't find a new job anywhere. I'm tired of looking. I'm tired of trying. I'm just tired. I want a vacation. I want weed. I want alcohol. I want a carton of joes and nevershoutnever pandora by a fire. I want to be in the woods. I don't want service or Internet. I want to cuddle and love my girlfriend in the cold by the fire. Wahhhh I don't want to be this ugly self-conscious monster I have become. I'm going to cry myself to sleep. Good fucking night fucked up world!!!!
Drew Barrymore and Sara Gilbert at the premiere of Poison Ivy in 1992
love this movie so much
a little over a year old and she barely fits in my arms anymore. i remember the second she popped out she scooted to the toys in the bathroom instead of going eat. she is coraline. Coraline the brave. her mom is the best dog i ever had her dad is annoying as shit and she well she got the mixture but not so annoying. shes like my creepy colored dalmation. my cookies and creme. born november 13, 2010. at about 4:30am. :D
love
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oak alley high life
- best high ever. rainy afternoon over the levee at oak alley plantation. smoking a bowl and a large blunt. have to leave storm is rolling in and river is high cops start patrolling. laying in the back seat on a beautiful girls lap listening to techno. i drift off. was i sleeping fuck i dont really know. but i was laying on a black pavement rain falling on my face...felt amazing.so peaceful...the sky turned green and black and cloudy but creepily pretty. an angel starts to come down. just a black silhouette of one no face. the rain falling was the same rythm to the song playing. and the angel was singing to me. then it started raining real hard in real life. i woke up... told them about my dream. thought i was crazy... i want that feeling right now. rain falling on top of me just laying there enjoying life. no worries in the world. hmmm high life. one more day till school is done then i can enjoy you for a month. : )
